I have some time to myself right now because Zoe is napping; usually I nap with her because we get up when her Dad leaves to work early in the morning. Anyways,I was going through all my old posts,just to see how much my blogging style has changed and I realized I started blogging on May 1,2009. Not only have I been blogging for 4 years,but I passed my blogiversary without even noticing. I'm kinda sad about that. My blog was a big part of my life. It was also more personal,as opposed to how it is now with all my hauls and makeup posts. I made and lost friends on here and I'm not even sure how that happened,seeing as how I've only met one in person. I have managed to stay close to one although at the moment she isn't blogging. But we do keep in contact and I know she will always be there to talk if I need it. I thought about doing something fun for my anniversary,but I doubt many people will read this. I don't even think the girls I was always talking to blog anymore. I see them on twitter and instagram though. Twitter,I don't like. People get on their soap boxes and spew dumb shit from their mouths. It's like it turned them into someone else. Or maybe I didn't know them that well in the first place. Instagram is okay,since I like seeing pictures,but that's about it. I guess where I'm going with this post is,I miss how blogging was. It gave me a glimpse into your lives and in my head I wished you were the type of friends I had living near me. Now it's about buying stuff and the clothes you wear. When did that happen? I'm not sure if I am going to keep blogging at this point. For a few months I considered giving up my phone and staying away from the internet. I do have a life outside of it so it's not like I would be missing out on much,but I do have friends on my social media accounts that I like talking to. Maybe I'm in a funk. Maybe I need to find new people to follow. Or maybe I should just do what makes me happy and not worry if I have comments or people who follow me. Just like in the beginning.